Repetition compulsion refers to an unconscious need to reenact early traumas. A person with this condition repeats these traumas in new situations that might symbolize the initial trauma. Repetition compulsion can act as a barrier to therapeutic change in a person. The triptych is the artist’s coping process with his grief and loss. The Dream, The Nightmare and Reality were his themes in each work respectively.

The letters you read are his actual letters written to his wife in 2021.

In his method of searching for acceptance and enlightenment, he visualizes the letters into three 24x36-inch printed works.

“December 11, 2021

Wedding Day.

Know that the following vows I make are from the bottom and sincerest part of my heart.

I promise to choose you each and every single day and be by your side in all uncertainties life will throw us.

I promise to be your light in times of darkness. to constantly be optimistic whenever reality seems too hopeless

i promised and I promise to love you even it means to give up my life's savings to save your life

I promised and I promise to love you unconditionally even though it would take us a different lifetime to hear our own baby smile. I'm willing to patiently wait for it In God's perfect time.

I love you! and I can't wait to fulfill the rest of our dreams together.

This will be our reality from now, and all I’ll ever do is to just look up and leave it to His plans.